So stressed

[Cassie]

I've been so stressed lately its rediculous.

One of the big stresses is the fact that I'm moving at the end of January. I have to finish my senoir year with a bunch of strangers! I'm hoping to be homeschooled for the last semester because I dont want to go to school but I dont think thats going to end up working.

We have to be out of our house 2 days after christmas! We have to take our tree down the day after christmas. I dont even want to have christmas anymore. Then we're going to live with my grandparents for a month before we move. And theres NO WHERE at all for anything in their house. I stayed there for a week a little while ago and struggled to find space for a weeks worth of clothes.

I still have my horse and I need to get rid of her. Its absolutly tearing me apart. I love her so much but selling her is the best thing for everyone. And I know its the best thing but that doesn't make it at all easier.

I'm gaining a little weight and thats freaking me out because I'm really body-conscience and think I'm already to big.

I just faild a math test miserably. I got 33%, and I actually thaught I did ok on it! Thankfully, my teacher let us correct our tests (because only like 4 people passed it) and she gave us half a mark for every question we corrected correctly (most questions were worth 2 marks so half a mark still isn't that great but its better than nothing) so I ended up with like 54%. Horrible but at least its a pass.

My dad was really mad at me a few days ago. He's over it but that stressed me out hugly and he took away my keys which I just got back yeasterday thankfully.

As a result of this stress I cry all the time, freak over the stupidest things, and I'm exausted all day then have a realy hard time sleeping at night.

[[J u m p r g r l ♥]]

I'm so sorry Cass. That sounds really stressful! Once y'all move things will really quiet down, and i'm sure you'll love your new school.

[EquitationRocker♥]

Aw I'm sorry Cass. I know how hard it is to sell a horse trust me. It will all get better, never give up. And by the way you are not too heavy by any means. Don't stress, you'll be alright! If you ever need to talk you can PM me.

[Cassie]

Thanks guys, I hope things get better, but I think its going to get worst before it gets better. It'll probably get better once I move and get settled in.

So more drama. I've been sick for the past week and missed 4 days of school so I'm gonna have TONS of homework to catch up on. I've got a project that was due Friday that I still haven't started so I've gotta do that tomorrow. My bf was getting really annoyed at my being sick but I'm going to see him tonight. But unfortunatly his friend aka the most abnoxious loud guy in the world is going to be with him. Lindsay (a stable hand that worked at the barn a few years ago then moved) is watching the barn while Brian and Elain are gone and I haven't gotten a chance to see her because I've been so busy with my bf, work, and school. I'm hoping to go see her Tues. but who knows. Something else will probably come up. Anyways, I think thats all the recent drama.


oh no, wait, my now ex-bestfriend and I are fighting and it looks like its a permanent end in the friendship. She got mad because she wasn`t the first to know my and my bf were going out so she got mad and now wont talk to me or my other 2 best friends. Shes literally livid about it and its the stupidest thing ever. She goes around saying how we`re liars and the other day she said we were holding her back. Um, what! Shes the one who NEVER goes to class and doesn`t do homework. How are we holding her backÉ (thats supposed to be a question mark, it looks like an E with an accent on top of it.)

[[J u m p r g r l ♥]]

That is a lot of drama. Your bestfriend doesn't sound to me like a very good friend. If I were you, i'd probably just ignore her and continue on with life. I know what it feels like to have to catch up on a ton of school work, and it's not fun. I only missed 2 and a half days, not four though. I'm sure you'll make it through this, just keep your chin up!

[Cassie]

Thanks. Ya, I doubt we`ll be friends again, but I`ve still got my other 2 best friends and they`ve been my friends much longer.

[[J u m p r g r l ♥]]

Thats good that you've still got your other friends.