desicions...confusion...advice

[~MISS B.HAVEN~]

Novel ahead, if you read hugs to all, oh and there might be alot of typos, I typed this in a frenzy

Ok where should I start this...Well right now I have a pretty big choice to make. The school i'm at now i'm not pleased with aswell as my parents aren't too happy. (long story!) I can't really think of a reason to stay but of my friends.
This new school opens so many doors. I can't think of any reason not to go but ofcourse the tuition part, but if roads get rocky, they have payment plans. I don't think it will be a problem. At the moment my choice is to go to this new school (lets call it R, and my old one W). See, i've changed alot, the old me would've cried or something and be like "how could you suggest something like that?" But really i'm excited! And I don't want to go 'what it'.
I'm just confused, not what what choice to make, i'm pretty sure I want to go to R, but why i'm I not sad about leaving my friends? I mean right now i'm just like "i'll make new ones". Is that heartless? I mean, if we want to get together we can, we leave kinda close by.
Plus my mom is a teacher at were I go to school, and she is thinking about retiring. The only way i'm going to W without paying is because she works there, and if she retires we would have to pay because we don't live in the same county. So why pay to go to school that we don't like when there are better ones.
The good things about R-they have electives that I would love to take. Art, choir, or theatre arts. They really help you decide where to go to college and that sort of stuff. And at this point I need alot of help deciding, I have no clue what I want to be. And well just a ton of other good stuff.
We already visited it, my mom even graduated from there. So yes, while typing this I have decided I want to go to R. I'm so excited. But they have to accept you, thats what we are waiting on, getting the transfer papers and sending htem in.
Now how to tell my friends...I almost just don't want to, I mean they will find out, one of my friends dad is the superintendent at W so he'll probadly tell her or ask her, "why is lynz transfering? do you know anything about that?" Plus, its a small town, news travels fast. To my friends this will all be unexpected! They don't know half the things what go in my life to understand, I keep alot of stuff inside and between my parents. Only one friend knows, because it slipped, and he says I should go for it.
*wipes forehead* I guess just wish me luck! Advice on..anything, if you want to say something go ahead. And it seems like I don't care about my friends, thats what they'll think, because for some darn reason I'm just not sad about leaving them....and it hurts that Ifeel that way. I hope they will just understand and support me...ok now i'm tearing up...why am I? Gosh...ok..ok..i'm better.

Alright i'm done, this may have seemed like a conversation to myself, but it made me feel better.
I probadly left alot out to.

[EquitationRocker♥]

I deffinately think you should go for it! Obviously you care about your friends or you would not be stressing over what they are going to think. You can always hang out with them on the weekends and over the summer. Obviously you're going to make new friends, maybe even some horsey ones!!!! I think it is a great idea, if you are unhappy where you are now I see no need to stay! And if you're friends are true friends they would understand, now they may not be too happy for the first day or two, but they will learn to accept it, because you, their friend, are not happy where you are now, they will undestand! And as for the girls dad being the superintentent did you say lol i forget but i dont want to go find it lol, just tell her to tell her dad something like, "well she really really liked the electives and the help with college choices over there, and her mom is retiring and blah blah" you know, she is still telling the truth, but not the bad thing you don't want him to hear. Anyway I think you should deffinately go for it, and it's summer now! Forget it, and you will get accepted no worries, reoprt back when you hear! Good Luck!!!!!!!

[Erica]

I think you should go to the new school. I think you'll get accepted...after all, there weren't many typos in that book you just wrote us. ;D

[Cassie]

Deffinatly go for it. As for your frineds, I know exactly how you feel. I'm moving to a school in a different city 5 hours away because my moms job is transfering. I'm a little sad to leave them but not very. People change, sometimes change can be a really good thing. And you'll still be able to see them. Explain to them the reason you think its best for you to go and if they can't understand that and get mad maybe thats not the kind of poeple you should want to have in your life.

[[J u m p r g r l ♥]]

I also think that you should go to "R". If you're unhappy where you are now, why would you want to stay? I understand why you wouldn't want to leave your friends-i am very attached to my friends myself. But you will make new ones, and there are always weekends to hang out with your old ones. People change, and I think you should totally go for R!

[Cassie]

well looks like everyone thinks you should go. You'll make new friends, trust me, I'm in the same boat.

[~MISS B.HAVEN~]

Thanks everyone! *hugs*
Yes, i've decided to go to 'R'. I gave a transfer paper to the Ass. Principal, now I have to get in touch with the teacher I need to give the other paper too..then send it on in! Like you all said, if they are true they will support me, and I hope that will be the case! And i'd love to meet some horsey friends! I'm glad I found someone in the same boat with me at the time being! I guess we share this together Cass!

Thanks for the support guys! I'll tell you if I get in! =^)

[Cassie]

thats great, good luck with it.

[[J u m p r g r l ♥]]

Good luck! I'm sure you'll get in. =]