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Post by Nikkii on Jun 9, 2008 14:51:49 GMT -5
June 9th..... RIP.....Blue.....  My best friend.... |
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Post by [J u m p r g r l ♥] on Jun 9, 2008 18:30:09 GMT -5
What? Nooo! What happened? I'm so sorry Nikki. Blue was an amazing horse! We will all miss him so much. *giant hug* RIP Blue, forever in our hearts <3333
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Post by ~♥Jesus Freak♥~ on Jun 10, 2008 0:18:59 GMT -5
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Post by ~♥Jesus Freak♥~ on Jun 10, 2008 0:22:33 GMT -5
And get this! This P*SSED me off. The guys that came with the tractor to bury him.... the one goes "I'm real sorry for you lose, ma 'am. But, it was just a horse. You can get another one. Get a new one and everything will be ok." I wanted to scream.
HE WASN'T JUST A HORSE!!!!!!!! HE WAS MY BEST FRIEND... MY COMPANION! MY LOVE! MY PRIDE! MY JOY! MY LIFE! I RAN TO HIM FOR EVERYTHING!!!! HE'S BEEN THERE FOR ME WHEN NO ONE ELSE WAS! HE WAS NOT "JUST A HORSE"!!!!!
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Post by [J u m p r g r l ♥] on Jun 10, 2008 18:21:29 GMT -5
What a jerk! Don't pay any attention to him! Anyone knows that a horse is more than just an animal, they're our best friends! I woulda freakin tweaked on him if I were you!!
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Post by ~♥Jesus Freak♥~ on Jun 10, 2008 23:44:10 GMT -5
I so wanted to tell him where to shove it and get the eff off my property. I just ignored him, didn't look at him, thank him, tell him bye, nothin. I just stared at the mound of dirt that is now.....Blue.... |
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Post by ~MISS B.HAVEN~ on Jun 11, 2008 18:27:21 GMT -5
Aww Nikki I am truely sorry this happened!! I know you loved him!! He was awesome!! Yes RIP Blue forever! And omg, that guy is a major jerk, he just doesnt understand!
We're here for you girl
Much love ♥
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Post by FreeStyle08 on Jun 13, 2008 20:06:30 GMT -5
AWW Nikki im so sorry, I know what you are feeling. I have been there and done that. mom and stacy did the same thing for me when I lost baby mom took me and held my head to her shoulder and most every time I cried stacy came over and held me. I am SO SO SORRY Girl. we will all miss him he was an exceptional horse. dont listen to that guy he doesnt know what he is talking about. and yes you can get another horse but it wont be the same, nothing could ever replace blue or baby, and nothing will replace them. blue had a special spot in your heart like baby did with me. and I have never let that special place go and nether should you always hold that and embrace it with all your heart. one other thing you know that feeling you got every time you went out there. that feeling like nothing could ever hurt you or that feeling of completeness. or what ever feeling you had NEVER let that go hold on to that with all your might. I dont know if you will ever have the feeling again with a horse or not. its been three months this sunday that I lost baby and I still dont have that with mitch or wizard. but dont fallow the same path i am it wont do any good dont loose the touch for horses EVER. i am going down that path were I dont like riding nor do I like the horses i ride. dont go there it will only lead to more heart break later on trust me I have experanced that first hand and its no fun. I am now riding 2 horses a day and it has taken me a LONG time to get were I would allow wizard to nuzzle me or even try to show effection its just been in the last few days that I have felt normal again were I had confedence in what I was doing or confedence in the horse. dont ever go there its a night mare getting back in believe me. and I still have days were I dont even want to look at a horse. JUST PLEASE STAY AWAY from that and rather you like it or not still go out and take care of blondie she hasnt left you and she is still in the land of living. but thats the only way I know of not to fall in the path i did i know its hard but if you dont it will be much harder in the long run. after I lost baby I didnt do any thing with a horse for almost 2 months and now trying to get back into it is very hard. I know it probebly seems like im preaching at you but I just dont want you to loose your touch with horses like I did that was a huge mistake and I almost quite horses for ever. but you know no one made me turn back around like they should have. the only thing that changed my mind was mitch it wasnt mom it wasnt dad it wasnt any one of all things it was a horse the same horse that stood over me and baby that night. and if it wasnt for him screeming out to me and throughing such a fit that he was climbing a 6 foot fence just to have some attention and to get to me. thats what changed my mind. and right now im tring to change your mind before the thought gets to you. belive me it will come but fight back dont let it bring you down like it did me. fight back with all your might. you still have a horse out there that loves you unlike me I had nothing. imbrace that and move forward as soon as your ready to deal with it. just dont let it go on for months like I did becuase I didnt fight back I didnt pick my self up off the clouds. and now its your time to pick your self up off the clouds and get in the sun shine. I love you girl. and im sorry this is so long but I had to put it. REST IN PEACE BLUE WE ALL LOVE YOU  you will always be in that special place in my heart. and again nikki i am SO SO SORRY feel free to email me JJ_babybear@hotmail.com or call (541) 281-6854 and if any one else needs to call me feel free. or even if you just wanting to say hi, I have long distance so It wont charge any thing. |
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Post by Erica on Jun 16, 2008 19:27:56 GMT -5
Oh no! I'm so sorry, Nikki! </33333 What a rotten thing to say! He was not JUST a horse. Way to kick someone when they're down. I'm so sorry babe <33333333 xxoxx  RIP Blue <3333 |
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Post by FreeStyle08 on Jun 16, 2008 22:20:24 GMT -5
just remember nikki you can always call me no matter what time it is and I will always help you the best I can.
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