Post by FreeStyle08 on Apr 2, 2007 23:33:56 GMT -5
That im going to be with god and Jesus and stuff and im not going to burn in hell. (or thats always what people told me if I end up going to hell)
I belive in him and every thing but I just dont know that he is with me, I have prayed for a lot of thing and most of them im still awaiting answers, my cousin says if you repent you will be fine but I just feel that after every thing that has happend he doesnt love me or is with me.
that sounds horrible but its true I use to be confedent but the last little bit that I think about I have lost all hope and stuff.
I cant read the bible I Love going to church with my aunt and stuff but I cant since she lives seven hours away, the churches here I dont really like and I am so confused and totaly like what in the world are they talking about.
I just want to know that I will be with him and not some place else. (yes im seriously crying when i was typing)
I guess im more scared then any thing but I dont know.
I belive in him and every thing but I just dont know that he is with me, I have prayed for a lot of thing and most of them im still awaiting answers, my cousin says if you repent you will be fine but I just feel that after every thing that has happend he doesnt love me or is with me.
that sounds horrible but its true I use to be confedent but the last little bit that I think about I have lost all hope and stuff.
I cant read the bible I Love going to church with my aunt and stuff but I cant since she lives seven hours away, the churches here I dont really like and I am so confused and totaly like what in the world are they talking about.
I just want to know that I will be with him and not some place else.
(yes im seriously crying when i was typing) I guess im more scared then any thing but I dont know.
