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Post by FreeStyle08 on Jun 10, 2007 23:09:59 GMT -5
hay just wanted to say i wasnt on there for a few days but friday morning I had a panic attack and I couldnt get ahold of my doctor so I called a really good freind (since I couldnt think of my moms work number) and once mom got there they took me to the hospital were i stayed there from 11:30AM to 7:30PM trying to calm me down and get me stable again,
I am fine now and i am on some meds so if I feel my self starting to get panicy I can take one and that will help calm me down.
but For what ever reason I didnt want to come home friday night so me mom and dad stayed at a hotel since are hospital doesnt have a mentle ward they can keep me at.
but any way I started to have a panic attack today but I am fine.
and hopefully I will be at my aunts since I feel really safe there since nothing happend at her house, and both my grandmas house and my moms house is were a lot of the things happend that I am having trouble dealing with.
LOVE JJ
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Post by Cassie on Jun 10, 2007 23:13:22 GMT -5
Aww, I'm glad your ok now, That must really suck, I hope it doesn't happen again but I'm sure it wont
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Post by FreeStyle08 on Jun 10, 2007 23:18:53 GMT -5
Thanks it was really scary because you have no control over you body when it happens and to make it worce I was driving by my self with NO cell phone.
right then all I wanted to do was end my life and i must have had an angels on my shoulders because I was just about to end it all. but I didnt and I made it home.
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Post by Cassie on Jun 10, 2007 23:20:51 GMT -5
Well I'm VERY glad you didn't decide to end it all! We all would have missed you terribly.
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Post by FreeStyle08 on Jun 10, 2007 23:24:57 GMT -5
its hard to explane how I feel.
its like im on the inside looking out being able to hear and see people but them not being able to see or hear me.
there are times I even feel like my parents dont even love me wich that is horrible to say and I know they love me but its Just how I feel
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Post by Cassie on Jun 10, 2007 23:33:35 GMT -5
that sounds really scary!
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Post by FreeStyle08 on Jun 10, 2007 23:34:52 GMT -5
ya you dont want to know how scary.
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Post by Cassie on Jun 10, 2007 23:45:31 GMT -5
no I dont!
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Post by ~MISS B.HAVEN~ on Jun 11, 2007 0:07:08 GMT -5
Oh my! I'm so glad you are ok! That is very scary! *hugs*
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Post by EquitationRocker♥ on Jun 11, 2007 16:35:53 GMT -5
I am sooooo glad you are ok JJ. Thank God you didn't decide to end it, that would be bad for everyone. My friend just ended his and over 800 people came to his funeral, to this day I still don't know why he did it, a lot of people are hurting so badly now because he ended his life so soon! Keep your life it's a good one. Even when times are hard you have Baby right there waiting for you, and everyone on here! So please stick around for A LOT longer!
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Post by [J u m p r g r l ♥] on Jun 11, 2007 18:08:03 GMT -5
I'm SO glad your ok JJ!! <3333
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Post by Cassie on Jun 11, 2007 19:01:17 GMT -5
me to. we all are
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Post by FreeStyle08 on Jun 11, 2007 19:46:08 GMT -5
Thanks guys I have medication now that if I start feeling suisidle or a panic attack come on I can take one and it really helps.
I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH *hugs everyone*
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Post by Cassie on Jun 11, 2007 20:02:50 GMT -5
*Hugs back* Thats good you've got some medication!
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Post by EquitationRocker♥ on Jun 11, 2007 20:03:44 GMT -5
*BIG Hug* back to you i am so glad you're ok
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